China. photography. art. family. friends. reading. music. going out. dressing up. travel.
I'm just a girl in this big world, finding the beauty in everything
My depression sets in at night. I should really turn my phone off then. I just start pushing everyone that loves me away.
It’s sad. I’m sad.
Trains. Even now when I hear the trains at night I think of you.
I think of the time we were lying in bed and heard the train at such an ungodly hour.
You looked at me and said, “wanna go catch it?”
We got up and drove as close as we could get to the tracks. Then we just started running. I didn’t know why we were running or where we were running to. I just followed you. I followed you because I trusted you and I loved you.
We ran right up to the tracks as the train swished by us. The wind almost knocking me over. It was invigorating.
You were always full of adventure. I miss that about you. I miss you entirely too much….still.
Trains. Every night when I hear them I miss you.